Day 5: I'm ready for bed...

I really should be in bed right now, but I'm not because I need to keep this up! This picture is 4 years old, it was when I bought my house and doing all the remodeling. This one day in particular, I was overwhelmed and tired, and since I didn't take a picture of myself today, this one pretty much sums up how I feel at the moment. Have you ever wanted to fight for someone but couldn't because it would just make things worse for that person? Or had the trust of people you thought were fair and right, be completely shattered? Then you can put on top of all that the daily grind and little things that add up (plus paint fumes). And that will get you a face like that! I know this is a new year, but there are still things of last year (just a few months ago actually) that are still affecting people that I care for very much. It makes me mad as hell. For two reasons; 1. I can't protect my friends and loved ones from pain that they don't deserve. 2. I want justice that I can't bring. There's something about me, when I'm on your side...I'M ON YOUR SIDE! I will die on a hill with and for you if I believe you were wronged. I know this is something that only God can deal with, because...well He sees the big picture and knows the true truth and He's the only one who is just. He says vengence is His. Hmm...I really should do these when I get home from work and not as I'm falling asleep. God please protect my friends and family. And above all, help us to remember to glorify You when we're (me) ready to jump the gun on going into battle.

Sweet dreams world...